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| Ok so it's like a year and 3 months since my last post and boy have things changed. I have been working for Wilkshire Communications Inc. since January. When I started there I was a PC Technician. Basically I fixed and built computers. Not that big of a deal it was stuff that I have done for years. After 2 months they decided they wanted to train me to be a Wireless Technician. Really they just wanted someone to climb towers and do installs so Jeff didn't have to. But, that's ok because this came with a raise. More money is always good. A month ago I was promoted to Senior Wireless and PC Technician and with that came another raise. So now I'm on salary and work like 50 to 70 hours a week for the same amount of money that i would make if i worked 40 or less hours...that's salary for ya.
Been through a couple relationships that ended up shitty. Both times I was cheated on and left for thier exes. Relationships suck....I'm so glad that some of my friends were able to find that happiness and find that special someone. I hope that someday I find that same thing, but who knows if I ever really will.
L. I. F. E.
Living In Fear Everyday
That's what life means to me right now. Fear of rejection. Fear of failure. Fear of being alone. Fear of being in a relationship. Fear of falling in love. Fear of never finding love again. Fear of not having anything. Fear of having too much. Fear of making a mistake. Fear of missing out on something great. Fear of death. Fear of life.
Why do we go through life fearing so many things? Why is it that everytime we make a decision we wonder if it's going to bite us in the ass down the road? Why do we do the things we do?
If I only knew the answers to these things. I'm sure no one does and that means I'm not alone. Doesn't really help any. Things are just too confusing for me to deal with right now. I need sleep.
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| - Einstein Well, I think this is the first time that I have posted 2 days in a row. Today was spent hanging out with my niece and nephew and my sister's boyfriend Stephan (Scoop). I then went to the mall with Jen and Brittany and had an interesting time watching them try this on and that on.....why do I go shopping with women? We then went to Wal Mart so Jen could look for a movie. I got to see one of the AXE girls.....very nice. She was wearing a little cop uniform with play cuffs and all. Gotta love marketing ideas.
I get Lexi for the weekend. I can't wait to watch all those great Disney and Dreamworks movies. She's going to be able to play with her cousins so I know she'll have a good weekend. If anyone wants to see me I will more than likely be at home or at the park....this weekend is dedicated to my baby so I'll be with her doing things she wants to do.
Well that's enough for tonight...me and my nephew are going to go watch a movie and go to sleep since he hasn't left my side since I made it home and he's bound and determined that he's sleeping in my bed or I'm sleeping in his. No matter how tired I am there is no way I'm sleeping in a 4 year old's bed with nothing but Spider-Man all over the place. | | |
| - Just a Lil Bit WOW....it's been a long time since I've updated. Well, here we go. I twisted my knee last month and I'm now waiting on worker's comp. to schedule my MRI. I'm still single....about time that changes. Been doing alot of fishing with Zimmy. Definately had some decent catches this year. Jennings just came home for a couple days, so him, Ashley Shidaker, and I all went and chilled for a bit. He's coming back to Ohio to stay here soon and wants me to get a place with him. Definately thinking about it, especially since Ashley needs to get out and wants to come move with us.
Well, that's the last month in a nutshell I guess. Yeah, I know, I lead one exciting life right. The oppurtunity to go out and do things have been few and far between so I can only do what I can. And now I'm done with this and I'll do my best to try to update a little more often. | | |
| - Alabama Song (Whiskey Bar) The last couple days have definately been very interesting. Josh and I have been drinkin quite a bit to try to get over our depression and I finally got that job at Lowe's. I start on Monday and can't wait. I'm goin to be working with at least 3 of the guys I hung out with in high school.
Since my last entry my nephew turned 4 and we are having a birthday party for him on Saturday. It's goin to be a Spiderman theme so I get to use one of those webslinger things that shoot silly string all over everyone...YAY. It's goin to be a blast no doubt about it.
Well that's all for now. Til next time, everyone take care and take it easy. | | |
| - You Don't Know Me Ok everyone, I know it's been forever and a year since I have done anything with this wonderful "journal". Don't be mad, I just haven't really had anything goin on to even inform anyone on. I was asked a couple weeks ago to take over for a guy on the Friday night league, so I am back into bowling again.....big mistake....I really hate bowling sometimes. We are in 1st, so hopefully I'll get some money back at our banquet.
The last couple weeks have been filled with fishing and bowling, not really alot to tell about......so we'll just let it go at this......my cell phone is totally jewish right now........so call me leave me a message and I'll get back to you and maybe someone will actually see me around. | | |
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